Dear baby,

Dear baby,

I know where your swing will sit. I have spaces on the wall I refuse to hang anything else because that’s where your picture is gonna hang. Your crib sits in the closet of your room, it’s so special to me it was your big cousin Braydens. He is really gonna love you! I pray for you 23,47293 times a day. Your name is picked out and it is 100% your name child... your daddy is in love with it and it’s so cute to hear him say it that I love it too. I can’t wait to teach you to fold your precious little hands together and talk to God. We’ll also teach you about George Strait, Dr. Pepper and sweet tea in mason jars. Great Nana is making you a yellow blanket. We talk to our fur baby Paisley about you, in hopes that she listens and calms down some before your grand arrival. Your MawMaw is probably gonna love you more than anything in the world, even me. I think her desire to be your MawMaw has grown as big as my desire to be your Mama. Your YaYa’s pray for you everyday too...they are a MESS and they will always take care of you if there were ever a time I couldn’t 💕 We prepared a place in our hearts for you a long time ago. But God says things like “Be still.” “Just wait.” “Not yet.” “In MY perfect timing.” I know the day you are formed in my womb will be nothing short of Gods perfect timing. But you were born into my heart a very long time ago. I’ve prayed for you for 10 years (long before I met your daddy) I’ve wanted to be a mommy since March 28th 2009. So sweet baby I wasn’t ready for you then but we are ALL ready for you now, hurry up.

 

Love, Mama 🌧🌈💜

Our pain does not have the final say. God has the final say and he promises us restoration.