Gods promise

 I documented this in May of 2019 while pregnant with Zoey Joy. I sat in my car at the pier listening to worship music. A specific song over and over! 

Here’s what I wrote on May 20, 2019:

“I know with all my heart GOD CAN. 

“You May want to think about other options, such as adoption” BUT GOD CAN. 

“Your level is only a 22 it should be 1000” BUT GOD CAN. It’s rising. 

Jesus was crucified bled and died to take away my sin...three days later the stone was rolled away and Jesus was risen from the dead. BUT GOD CAN. 

I am pregnant right now because God CAN. I am painfully aware I could lose this child me and my precious husband worked SO HARD to make. But then sings my soul, my savior God to thee HOW GREAT THOU ART ❤️ 

I’m not asking y’all to demand my child’s existence, but please pray with us that if it is Gods will He CAN. There’s not a day ahead he has not seen.”

Fast forward to today and that baby went to heaven but I am holding Gods promise in my arms in the same spot because God can and He DID! 🌦💜🌈

 

I listened to the same song in the early stages of Carolinas pregnancy here are the lyrics 

Sick and tired of being sick and tired
Had as much of you as I can take
I'm so done, so over being afraid

I've gone through the motions
I've been back and forth
I know that you're thinking you've heard this before
I don't know how to say it
So I'm just gonna say it, yeah

Fear, you don't own me
There ain't no room in this story
And I ain't got time for you
Telling me what I'm not
Like you know me well guess what?
I know who I am
I know I'm strong
And I am free
Got my own identity
So fear, you will never be welcome here

Take a minute, let it settle in
You probably never saw it coming
Something's gotta give so I give up you, oh
There's no room for you here
Yeah, I've had enough
The "No Vacancy" sign on my heart is lit up
In case you didn't hear it
Here it is again, 

Oh, fear, you don't own me
There ain't no room in this story
And I ain't got time for you
Telling me what I'm not
Like you know me well guess what?
I know who I am
I know I'm strong
And I am free
Got my own identity
So fear, you will never be welcome here

Is there anybody out there just like me?
Anybody needing fear to leave?
If you don't know how to say it
Sing along with me

Sing fear, you don't own me
There ain't no room in this story
And I ain't got time for you
Telling me what I'm not
Like you know me well guess what?
I know who I am
I know I'm strong, brave
And I am free
Got my own identity
So fear, you will never be welcome here
Whoa, goodbye, goodbye fear
Whoa, you will never be welcome here