Mothers Day

 This Mother's Day I'm left pondering this song "oh darlin don't you ever grow up, just stay this little, it can stay this simple, won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart" then I thought "wow wish I had never grown up!" But if I had never grown up I would never have the great privilege of being MOM. I also continued down the line and thought "my mom probably has wished I had never grown up, and her mother" But what a shame that would be because the reward is infinite. Loving tiny pieces of you comes with a cost. I can't do anything without wondering how it will affect them, I'll always worry and wonder and replay moments of the day. Loving someone THIS much is the hardest and greatest thing I've ever done in life. My favorite part of being a mom is laughing every single day, that's such a blessing. So here's to my daughter, myself, my mother, my nana, my prissy great granny and so on. Loving all of you comes with a price that is well worth it 🩷

Gifts above Carolina brought home from school! Love them so much. 

Daddy picked me some stuff from buccees 

Carolina picked me a flower 

We went to hobby lobby to get some ideas for Carolina's new pink room and Jimmy changas for lunch 

We celebrated my Mother's Day on Saturday because Dane was scheduled to work all weekend but was off early Saturday morning. He came home and saved the day because the kids were....being 4 and 2. lol I'm not gonna lie they hurt my feelings especially Carolina, she was being so uncooperative and I felt like she was old enough to understand we were celebrating mothers day. But it was like she didn't care. Me and her got into it and I even told her I was going to cancel her birthday party because she didn't want to celebrate mommy that I wasn't going to celebrate her. Afterwards I felt guilty about that but in the moment I wanted her to understand and be sweet. She was fighting me on outfit choice/wearing her bracelet/leaving the house just everything. I'm going to say she must have been tired because it was unusual and just unfortunate timing. But like i said daddy came home and saved the day and talked to her and she got better and they gave me my presents. 

That night we took Pam to eat for Mother's Day since Dane was working long hours the next day 

Sunday Dane worked. We didn't go to church because they would be having family service and I wasn't sure if I could keep them contained in the big sanctuary by myself, I didn't want another negative experience after the day before. 

At the end of the day I love my babies so much no matter how they act! I know they're little and it won't be the last time they hurt my feelings and I know they don't mean to, they're just little people learning growing and making mistakes, like we all do. 

We didn't see my mom for Mother's Day because her bday is the next week, she wanted to relax and didn't want me running around on my Mother's Day so we will just see her for joint celebration next week.